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God...

Mon, 16 Jul 2007 05:47:40 GMT

i m at the computer room in my college... things that i bring along with me now are my shampoo,soap and also my towel... it is not hard to guess that i have just taken my bath... but the strange thing is, why should i bring it along with me to here? good question...the answer is, ...my room mate locked the door and went for lectures when i was bathing... thank god, i am lucky enough that clothes i washed two days ago have dried and i do not have to wrap in my towel to run here and there to ask for help from my college mates... today's lesson is "don't leave ur key inside ur room when u go out, not even when u leave ur room in 5 minutes"...

thanks god for giving me clothes when i needed them desperately... i know all this happens because i m a good guy, god only helps good people, though they might not believe in Him... this is why people say god is the most merciful and loving creature in the world... god loves everyone of us...

dude, i am better than this guy...

Fri, 22 Jun 2007 08:42:48 GMT

不要尝试改变基督教徒

我和她一年多了~~
前几天为了宗教的不同终于分手~~

我，是个尊重传统的男生~~家里叫到拜神就拜神~~并不是因为神心~~而是尊重家人~~可说是无神论者~~

她，出生在基督家庭~~由小到大都是受家庭影响而诚心基督（在我眼中是沉迷）。

她去了基督教的生活营几天后回来就变了~~
对于冷淡，我很敏感~~她回来一天后我就觉得不妥~打电话给她质问~~

她对我说，这几天的生活营启发了她很多东西~~她跟我一起后放弃了她很多的基督原则~~经过这几天的启发她觉得有必要遵守回这些原则~~跟一位不是基督教的男友她会觉得很有罪恶感~~她对不起主~~

或许她原本的用意不是想分手~~是想把她心里的挣扎告诉我让我们一起分担~~希望我能开解她~~或者希望我能为她加入基督~~可是我当时很生气~~用了一些坚硬的语气迫她讲分手~~

当时我对她说的话可以说是去到无可挽留的地步~~攻击她是白痴，说她跟被神棍骗财骗色之类的无知妇孺毫无分别~~(this is too much)...
说真的，我真的很不明白~~为什么不可跟不同宗教的人一起这样的教义会有人去遵守~~为了这样不人性的教义就要放弃身边的人，真的很不值得~~(i agree with this)
就好像算命先生说你母亲的命和你相克，你就要和你母亲断绝关系一样无知~~为什么拜神的可以容纳的宗教，你们切不可以容纳别人的宗教呢？？

其实所有宗教的应有原意~~是要人不要做恶，教人向上，可以让你觉得无助的时候让你有个精神寄托~

每个宗教的教义都有好有坏~~
好坏就应该是我们活生生的人自己去分辨~~
而不是盲从~~
打个例子，佛教徒不许杀生~可是当一位佛教徒为了救人而杀人，就能认为他是错的吗？

再来一个例子，基督教严禁教徒说谎~~
但是为了别人的感受而说了一些善意的谎言，你能认为他是错的吗？？

我写这篇咚咚并不是要和基督教徒吵架~~
最大目的是想告诉非基督教徒的人~~
不要以为爱情可以改变一位基督教徒的原则和想法~~
没有用，多余的~~
除非你可以为爱情改变你的原则和想法~~

i read across this passage in a forum... ask someone to translate for u if u do not un this passage... looking at this passage, i feel that i am much better than the guy who wrote that...

heart broken truth

Thu, 19 Apr 2007 10:46:45 GMT

Lets imagine, a woman who had just given birth to a baby, was being detained in rehabilitation centre for 100 days and then being extended… she never even able to see her new born child for long… she is separated from her husband and beloved baby… she loses her freedom, and the happiness of being with her husband and the baby… after that her baby girl has taken by officers from her husband… and hence, the father, the mother and their cute little baby child are being separated from each others… if you are her, how do u feel?

Everyone is happy when there is a new born child in their family, but not to this woman… this is the true heart broken incident, happens in our very own home country…

Some might say… “This woman must have committed a big crime and that is a punishment for her, a punishment of losing her freedom and the right to take care of her own baby”…

but hey guys, she did not murder or rob anyone… she did not take drugs or steal… what she did was just hoping to become a true hindu and live happily with her family… she is just an ordinary woman who wants an simple but happy life…

god plays a fool on her… she was being born by an Indian muslim couple… she was raised up by her granny who is a hindu, she treat herself as a hindu all these years and she has changed her name into an Indian name – Ravethi Masoosai… she was being detained just because she wants to become a hindu, instead of becoming a muslim… She loses her freedom and being separated by two people who are the closest to her just because she wants to be a hindu… does she has a choice?

Who should be blamed, her parents, herself? Or is there someone else who causes this tragedy to occur in front of our eyes?

this ad is funny...

Sun, 15 Apr 2007 08:31:08 GMT

i got this from a person's blog...

get what it means? this is funny...haha...

i drove to JB from utm for the first time ever

Wed, 11 Apr 2007 17:11:27 GMT

    it was one of my friend's bday... so we planned to have dinner at a very natural place "restaurant on tree"... we rented 3 cars and i drove one of them... it has been quite long since i drove last time... so i was a bit nervous... i followed the car driven by my course mate as i never went to the restaurant before... due to my lack of driving skills, i missed their car once and luckily i did manage to follow them again and till our destination... it was a very nice restaurant, with nice food, and not so expensive price... my claypot rice only costs rm5 and he soya bean drink costs rm2... we then ordered an ice cream special as dessert... we took photos there... we stayed there until 10 pm...

    then we went to the danga bay in johor...it was a nice beach... we saw alot of couples spending their romantic time there... hehe... we ordered drinks and listen to people singing on the stage... i like the guitarist as he can play every song that we requested... hehe...     we had a nice time there...

    at 1.00am, we came back into our campus... the utm guard scanned our card and yea, we got 2 more chances to b late...hehe...

    thanks god for protecting us all along the journey...i m so happy today....hope people in the car i drove,i.e my passengers are not having nightmares tonight... haha.... good nite...

royals 2006

Mon, 09 Apr 2007 07:29:10 GMT

    i went to royals 2006 debating competition in kuching, sarawak... though mu team lost in the competition, i have acquired precious experience during the tournament... i promised myself that i must improve myself in the coming tournament...

    we have taken few photos during the tournament... lets share with u guys...

an advertisement : promoting an automatically opened umbrella which is made in usa

utm debaters posing in front of the tugu pahlawan in kuching

the proof of unity among the utm debating club members

utm team 2... although we lost, but we will be back and be more prepared in next tournament...

i was discussing with a debate club senior... he taught me alot in debating...

we were asked to give a sad look after we lost in the first prelim round...

    i know i m not a good debater till now... i will try my very best to improve myself... my hard work will never stops... ganbatte kudasai...

haihz... be more realistic..

Fri, 30 Mar 2007 09:28:05 GMT

    today, during our titas ( tamadun islam dan tamadun asia ) class, there was a group presentation... i was shocked when they told us to boycott some companies which said to be funding the israelis for them to attack palestinians, those companies are intel, mc donald, nestle, nokia, time magazines, maggi, and etc... i was even more shocked when my lecturer seemed to agree with their view and show us a video of how are the palestinians are suffering in their homecountry... i stood up and speak to the presenters and told them my opinion... i told them the way to boycott those companies to stop them from funding the israelis is kinda impossible...and yes, it is unfeasible to be implemented in malaysia...

    one of the biggest trading partner of malaysia is the US... and the brands they suggested to boycott are mostly american companies... try to imagine, if the boycott is really being carried out... how much does malaysia being affected? most important of all, the companies might withdraw their investments in malaysia... then thousands and maybe millions of people will lose their jobs... malaysia will be falling into a very serious economy crisis again... when the economy being affected, then there will be alot of other aspects being affected... thus, before we are able to help them, we have already throw ourselves into real trouble...

    besides, i can see that most of the people who says we should boycott the brands using products of the brands themselves... do u expect people to follow ur words to boycott while u r still using nokia phones,having meals at mc donald, eating the maggi noodles, drinking milo, and etc?

after all the words i have said, a girl in the group said "inilah perang jihad"... in my very own thinking, and i guess there are some people do think the same too, in order to help others , we should understand our own conditions first... i know how much the palestinians are suffering there and say we must give our help to those people... but cant we use ways other than boycotting those products? we should see things from different angle... do things not only help others, but also avoid from being sent into troubles...

    think about it...

testing....

Sun, 18 Mar 2007 09:25:32 GMT

my course mates and i...

upm chinese club

Sun, 18 Mar 2007 09:14:49 GMT

    my course mate asked me to sign my name on a form... it was the form which gathers people's signatures to appeal so that upm's chinese language society can be registered as a club, a club which is recognized by upm...

    it was a surprise to find out that the chinese language society is not recognized in such a university... upm has certainly more chinese students than here in utm...and guess what?? the utm chinese language society is fully recognized and given a room for them for their activities and club meetings...

    in these sense, don't u think that utm is better than upm? haha...

i wanna go back home

Thu, 08 Feb 2007 02:53:49 GMT

    2 classes had been cancelled this morning... so i have to find something to do while waiting for the next class... well..here i m...typing my blog...

    i will be back to kl tomorrow, 9th of feb... before that..i have to plan my schedule, and things i have to do while i m in kl... i really have to bring some books to study there... my first circuit theory test was a disaster, so i have to work harder on the subject... then, i have to find 1 day to go to visit ctc with soon... of all teh tuition centres i went... ctc is the 1 which i like to visit often... i also have to spend sometime with family, friends(esp chew who is coming back from sabah), and my dear...

    i believe i can do everything i have planned except the study part... i feel really lazy to study at home... hope i can at least touch the books which i m going to bring back to kl... haihz...how good will it be if all the exams are being banished from this world...